Sucks

OK, so I just found out that I haven't been successful with trying to get a scholarship. And, I'm like, wow, I have just spent the last 2 years working my ass off to get this, and to find out I can't go, sucks!!! It's like, what am I supposed to do now?! I thought I would be OK before, but actually finding out today, it all just kinda weighed down on me.
Anyway, on a better note, I'm getting baptised on Saturday! Woohoo! That should be sweet, I'm really looking forward to it. And I'm stoked I'm getting it done with Dylan. Just that next step, it'll be all good man.
I have only just started this blog, and I don't think anyone knows it exists, so I wouldn't be surprised if noone ever reads this.
But if you do, I would really appreciate u writing me back a comment or something, just to make me feel better haha